suburbanite playacting add-on

i have disliked my subject before: what self-respecting, even self-depricating, woman, not even necessarily a feminist, walking on the edge, living against "the way it's done," wouldn't find kimberly bergalis unlikable?

never brilliant, as i thought ps.

willing to blame the victim publicly, proclaiming her virginity, while privately struggling, so repentantly, to seek foregiveness for sex, lies, and lawsuits.

it's not like that with ps right now.

but too many more facial-tic causing conundrums qua sexuality -- and the question, exclamation: is she really just one of those girls? all along, a punk trickster, she wanted what they wanted: to get the guy and to praise the guy and to thank the guy and to give her desserts to the guy? why not give her sweet cream to lizzie? -- and i don't know.

the submissive thing doesn't work for me, the good-girl-doesn't-curse thing doesn't work for me, the frank-said-to-act-like-a-lady-so-i-did thing doesn't work for me, either.

call darlene, she needs a dye job. blueblack. and eyebrow pencil. and mac-glow lips. and a few plucks. and a pucker, definitely.